Hey everynyooonn, its monday again uh. since last post things didnt change I guess??? But I have chronic headaches and other body pains. I feel like I can faint any moment. It was so bad on thursday, I felt so dizzy even sleeping didnt help. I refused to take pills tbh so its a bit my fault. But you guys have to understand that I dont want to take pills anytime I feel dizzy. Pills are something I see very suspicious tbh. I dont like to take any pill if I didnt make an research for it. I dont want to mess with my brains chemical or do I? idk actually the idea of just existing without any thoughts is sweet but so pathetic at the same time. ıts like drugs i guess?? Anyway, I dont have the same headache as on saturday so im fine i guess.
Today we had a lot of classes I forced myself to be awake. our exams are soon, so I gotta be awake at lessons. Im less stressed after they sent us an example of the exams, they wont be hard I know that they will be sooo easy to paassss.
so thats it, I still cry chronicaly but at least I try to live, I try to be alive. guudddbyeee :3
