This is my first blog text :p Today I feel so tired. My school had a reunion today we call it "the rice day" we cant exactly translate it like this but its similar. The old students of the school visit their school and the active members arrange other things, also they give everbody rice with chicken thats why its called this. It was fun i guees I had a friend there and we had fun. There was a lot of people with gorgeous styles, we complimented each others outfit :D after that I went to drink monster alone they I ate some street food, some corn as more specific. Now Im at home, Have school tomorrow. I dont really want to go to school tomorrow because last friday I teared up and cried in front of my teacher. Im still not good about the reason I cried and I still cry about it but I dont want to be seen as "attention seeker" but I dont want to act like im sssooooo gooooooddd, actually I need to act like that because who would gaf about another persons issues. but still, if I act like im reaaalllyy gooood My teacher will think everything is fine, I dont want this to happen at all because after all of these times I spent alone and crying somebody noticed me. ıdk ıdk ıdk ıd k ıdkdıdkdık I dont want to upset my teacher or to be a problem to her because our language class literally have only 15 people and I used to be so active in that class last year now im not that active due the issues, The class feels really empty and its noticable. I will update later its enoough talking. I will sleep
